u don't remember me but i remember u

2005-10-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

Kaci Brown

Unbelievable

I wish you didn't love me

I wish you'd make this easy

It was love that caught me

Now it's fear that keeps me with you

I want to be by your side

So I can close my eyes

To the growing emptiness inside that kills me

When I'm with you

You try to break me

Try to hate me

So you can fall out of love

You want to make me believe that

I'm crazy

That I'm nothing without you

Chorus

It's unbelievable but I believed you

Unforgiveable but I forgave you

Insane what love can do

That keeps me coming back to you

You're irreplacable but I'll replace you

Now I'm standing on my own

Alone

I feel you in my shadow

My heart feels cold and hollow

No matter where I run I see

Your eyes always follow me

You try to hold me

Try to own me

Keeping something thats not yours

You want to make me

believe that I'm crazy

Make me think that you're the cure

Repeat chorus

You're still haunting me

In my sleep

You're all I see

But I can't go back

Cause I know its wrong

for us to go on

And I'm growing strong

To confront my fears

Repeat chorus

2005-01-22T01:20:00.000+08:00

went to watch elektra @ eng wah west mall on thursday... it rocked... loved her three-pronged daggers (sai)... could watch it again and again... so much action!

2005-01-15T18:22:00.000+08:00

just came back from camp... loved the nite walk, swamp trek, waterfall trek, outdoor cooking & the campfire rocked man... aren't waterfalls a pleasant sight?... campfire's burnin bright! i loved to sleep in the tent ... couldn't wait to get out of the dorm and into the tent... didn't really like the toilet, dorm bed, and I-di-otic flyz... even saw some constellations cool rite???... u noe on monday the 10th of Jan, I planned to say "TGIF" on fri 14th jan.no... i think i planned to shout " THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY"!!!! but hey man... wasn't that bad... the camp was cool coz of the activities.... would have rocked if i could bring my toilet along... so even when the day came to go home... i wasn't so relieved as i thought i would have been... guess i did miss the forest and sleeping out in the open ( although the ground was hard)... anyway i wuz really hungry when i got home... i had laksa ( my group name was laksa ) and a giant slurpee!!!!!!!!! now currently waiting for tomb raider to start airing on hbo and for heehee... my fave reality show... simple life 2 to start tonite...

2004-08-15T17:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday went for guides and spend almost the whole day there preparing 4 ICF. I have been staying back in school the last few days to practise the item but @ least the effort paid off! :) The sec 1 guides were enrolled too and we also had guides phototaking. later it was so boring coz all we were doing was sittting around the canteen doing nothing and shaking our legs... finally it was time for Truva this year's ICF theme. we all had a good time eating and laughing hahahaha... then it was time for us, the sec 2's to perform our item... so we performed it and our audience were laughing away. we also held some sparklers while singing and then we just threw them on the floor and stepped on them... and the audience laughed even more... @ the end of it we popped balloons that contained colourful paper balls @ our seniors(we spend quite some time on it blowing the balloons and stuffing the paper balls inside) and all of the paper balls fell all over the floor and them. they laughed even more and i was glad they had enjoyed it. then we made a mad rush for the toilet to change back to guides u. then it was time to present the souveniers to our seniors and say farewell... finally promotion time came and miss yeo started by announcing the new petrol seconds... when it came to sunflower .... it wasn't me... then finally she came to orchid & i found out i had been transfered to orchid as their new ps. I went up and my seniors put the white thingeys on my epaulette and they congratulated me. i was feeling sad and happy at the same time... sad coz had to leave sunflower... happy coz i had been promoted. my seniors told me to work hard too. then i had to leave for tuition so i never found out who the new cl and acl were and who the new patrol leaders were. i arrived @ my tuition half an hour late but luckily not to late. now i'm just happy that i have found some music for my blog. :)

2004-08-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

i'm v happy todae coz we got a new printer. YAY!!! then my mum also bought some chinese software... its g8 coz you can translate eng to chinese and vice versa... yar and i went for my first science tuition @ beauty world centre. it was so-so but i learnt some new stuff. at least.... okie i go now

2004-08-01T15:05:00.000+08:00

yesterdae, i went to st marg's pri funfair Funtastica 2004. I did some gel art where i put sand in a glass cup and added some shells and a magic stone. took some pics with benazir and hweefang too. :) it was raining too and but luckily it was not too heavy!

2004-07-27T15:31:00.000+08:00

how many weeks have i not updated my blog?!?!?! har har! todae we were all singing the chili cha cha song( the md song, its so gay ha ha) but it sure is funny... and yar i'm also worried bout my report card dunno how i will do ???? but nvm for now i gtg coz i must do some stuff...

2004-06-24T22:30:00.000+08:00

YAY thank God. Bethia has woken up!(she woke up dis morning) and if i'm not wrong Beat and her family are making their way make to Singapore. They might even have reached home already... Rite now i'm stuck on a piano piece. Its soo hard and i have to write out all the notes 2 help me.

2004-06-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

the simple life rawks... can't wait for the next episode... now i'm puzzled by what has happened to my music?!? it won't play so I took it away! yesterdae, colleen also told me that beat's family had met wif an accident. They were on their way to malaysia and they met wif an accident. Its sad coz bethia( beat's sis) is in the ICU... so we are all praying for her.

2004-06-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

I wanna go LP concert!!!! :(

2004-06-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday... (or wuz it todae in the early mornin???), was a crazy dae... yes and i have got the silly pics to prove it. joan and i were pretending to be china gu niangs carrying lanterns ( hello kitty and a rainbow one)I was too rough and accidentally tore the lantern a little... ha ha...:) & we played sparklers. jean jus snapped away( her fave hobby)...

2004-06-13T18:06:00.000+08:00

just came back from science centre. sooo tiring!!!

2004-06-13T00:45:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! Now i have finally found a music code website site that works. Thank God! :)

2004-06-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae, i wen to science centre and do some volunteer work wif priya ( a new fren i made there hu is from my skool) and shona. yes, we demonstrated something like "persistance of vision" or something like that & i spent hours colouring. at least we got to see cute little infants and hear them say thanks to us but there was this skool whose kids( mostly P1s i think) were quite FAN and they said stuf like, " wo yao!!!!!" or "i want, i want!!!!!" .Then when i asked them to tell me what kind of science thingey was involved in this, they just yelled " EAGLE!" and they tried to grab them from me. o nvm, let kids be kids... then we had lunch( rice wif egg, fried chicken and 3 fishballs) and then we explored the science centre for free. yay. then we went back to doing our work. O yes, we also made frens wif a gurl from clementi town sec skool. she was the one to break the ice 1st and then we started tokking . yeah, it was kinda fun. While working, i actually made quite a number of SMSes and phone calls bcoz i was making arrangements to go to Joan's house, by the way joan's birthday is on fri so thats why she wanted to get together. then, when we got to go home, i went home and waited for my cuz and we went to joan joan's house. we played and played and now i'm home. ok, enuf for todae. i'm tired!zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2004-06-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

should i or should i not watch harry potter 3????

2004-06-07T00:13:00.000+08:00

yesterdae i wuz tokking on the phone and sweet cuz dahlia called me. so she was bored and we tokked then i asked her if she wanted to follow me to BTH to sweat it out. then we climbed like mad... soooooooooo damn fast my heart could have exploded. soooooo tiring!!!!! ok we also had to make sure the sun did not set on us when we were still climbing so we made sure we completed the whole climb b4 the sun set. yes we did... and we had dinner @ that 7th mile market.... and i skipped a plate of rice. yes! i just ate the liao. ok then we went back home and i gave some earrings to dah and she said she would give me the backing for my ear stud. yes! i hope i will remember to remind her to give it too me. then we did a crazy thing we just thought up some possible blogspot diary names and typed it on the search box and found out some diaries we didn't even noe, actually existed!!! some included... heart-broken.blogspot.com, godthecreator.blogspot.com (this ones funny but not becoz of the blog address) and one called onkdc_mbdq.blogspot.com (can't reveal that, anyway this blog was wierd one of the posts said recipe for chicken tikka, well sumthing like that and anyway we laffed about it too loud i think) then all too soon dah had to go home. Boo Hoo... o dahlia jus called. i stop now, k. bye... p.s.yay! mum cut pineapple too and i had some. yummy!!!!!!!!!

2004-06-05T13:35:00.000+08:00

yesterdae went for piano class. mrs yeo bought nachos wif yellow, creamy cheese. so shiok!!!then i go far east plaza and i bought some earrings. the colours were like lime green and baby blue. nice rite? actualli i was looking for black coloured ones but i couldn't find them so i shall get them @ West Mall some other time. I also bought a new hairband. its green with glitter on it. I will try my best not to break it (i have broken two so far) the last time i broke it i was playing and talking wif moi frens and accidentally snapped it.... then later go Junction 8... saw the avalon cd @ life bookshop. i luv the testify to love song . i listened to it ...such a beautifooooool song but did not have enuf $ to buy. Later, met beat and zhang zhen @ the bishan control station then go Colleen's house for cg. her mother is an excellent cook and she cooked fried dumplings. yummmy! then after we eat dinner and have cg, we tok a bit, then i follow zhang zhen to the bishan mrt station. we took the mrt all the way to bukit batok together.we listened to YES 93.3 on her mini radio. then we went our saparate ways when we reached bukit batok mrt station. then later i bought a pink guava juice from mos burger. it was like one of the only shops that were opened... the cup and straw was so cute. the straw was a very light baby blue!!! :) then my father fetch moi home... ok i wan to stop bye!!!!

2004-06-04T01:07:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! I have finally got most of the things done 4 my new blog. Now i shall go to bed.

2004-06-03T12:25:00.000+08:00

oral sucked?????

2004-06-03T11:57:00.000+08:00

argh i dunno what to do .......... i'm still shivering